Saturday, January 7, 2012

weird

went out to have dinner with a bunch of juniors and a few new friends that i got to know through RCM
to the coffee shop that i usually visit to in westlake
the place is so familiar to me
yet the feeling is a stranger to me

used to visit there with you
but today, people around me are totally different
dont know how to describe the feeling deep in

remember the day i went to have breakfast alone
at the coffee shop that we usually visit
same situation
the feeling is weird
i dont know why

you are so much important to me
but seems like i am not that important to you
makes me really stressed up when i see you
wonder how should i face you

you treat me friendly and cold from time to time
is that a signal for me to better
stay away from you
as far as possible, at least for the time being?

still remember last few days smsed you saying that i am sick
the response i got from you is
'since you still can sms me means you are still alive'
today you told me you seems to be sick
first thing after i reached home - cook barley water for you
i wonder will you take it tomorrow?
will you accept what i did for you?

i dont know
i really dont know what to do
dont understand what is in your mind

all the best to you bro >.<

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