i am back home

reached at bp around 430 in the morning yesterday
continue with my sleep
after waking up, spent one whole morning with my auntie

this time round coming back makes me feel like
i am such a unfilial piety person
my auntie condition seems to get worse
yet i spent most of my time in UNI
especially on last semester break
4 weeks of break and i spent 3 weeks with UNI activities
think back of this
shouldnt i spent more time with her and not those activities?

while taking care of her
think back on what she used to tell others
"i always carry these 2 brothers in hand when we go out"
she used to smile so proudly when saying this
makes my tears roll down
you know what
i felt so energyless when i was trying to carry her up and moved her
i cant show my expression in front of her
got to be strong

wanna tell someone how i feel
yet the person i told seems to like dont care to bother me at all
maybe it is really the time to say bye to this someone
perhaps in this way only that someone will noticed that i had gone
then only that person will remember me

it had been one year since our last gathering
yesterday we had another one at seow's place
not many appear to be there
but still i am glad to see some of the familiar faces that we used to get around with
hoping to have trips and gathering with you guys
i really miss you people very much!!!!!
will upload some of the photos when i got the chance

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
hoping all the best to people around me
no matter you care for me or not
i shall treat you as someone important to me
because you people coloured my life^^