It had been two years since I last posted here.
There were a few changes in these 2 years time.
I had graduated from my degree study back in 2014.
Manage to celebrate my mum's birthday in Kampar, a day before my convocation.
At the same time, daddy was admitted into IJN for bypass operation.
Everything seems to be chaotic at that time.
Because there were so many things that I need to settle down.
Oops. Forget to mention that, I was also being offered a place to further study in UKM.
I need to take care of daddy in hospital and worry about my place to stay at the same time
However, everything passed.
Started my study but deferred after 3 months. At that time, I worried and anxious extremely.
Whether can I manage to complete my task, I don't wish to fail.
I made the decision to defer from study.
Thanks for wonderful friend I have. I manage to get a job as a kindergarten teacher & tuition teacher.
YES, working two jobs at the same time is extremely tiring.
But, it is wonderful to see smiles from children's faces.
After working for a few months, the time to make a decision arrived.
To continue my study or to give up?
Actually I am proud that I was enrolled in the study and don't wish to give up just like that.
Apart from that, seeing many other friends of mine are doing great makes me envy.
OK! I took up the challenge and decide to continue my study.
Once again, thanks for those friends who are always around me.
I manage to get through the first semester.
I will cut short!!!
Now, in second semester. Started internal practical.
We need to carry out assessment on all the child referred by medical officers and also expert from other discipline.
I would say I learned a lot. But I know I shouldn't stop learning.
Had my first case conference yesterday.
It was out of a sudden one and I didn't know exactly what it is and just presented my case.
Some of the clinicians and friends tried to help. I really appreciate it.
However, there was one who left with kinda furry face. Sorry if I disappointed you in anyway.
HAHA
This is not the exact reason for me to do this posting.
Recently, I am getting more and more frustrated with someone.
I wonder what does this person trying to portray about him/herself.
This is not the first time, he/she had been trying hard to place his/her thought into others.
Stop doing this to me. I had been tolerating for your weird behaviour.
You like to understand others by your own interpretation, I don't think this is a right way to communicate.
Really getting more and more tired. HAHA
Just wondering am I being too sensitive. Just feel that I am such a useless person. =)
Well, let see how this semester end. I am perfectly fine if I can't graduate.
Is this so called resiliency? Haha. I don;t know.
Time to get back to work. All the best people. =)
