broke my promise.

i had swear that i should put in much effort in my studies for this semester.
not going to do last minute work like last semester.
i tried to do my revision. i tried to manage my time well.
well,at least for this 2 weeks i managed to do so.
 but then,i still don't really understand what am i reading actually.
trying to understand the whole syllabus but not memorized.
i tried very hard...

till today. i actually skipped my japanese class.
the class suppose to start at 8am and end at 12pm.
i actually sneak back at 10am.
what the...feel guilty now TT
gonna at least revise something today.
if not i am going to be eaten up by my guilt.

all the best people.

we can do it^^

SUNNY DAY

RAINY DAY

happy deepavali to all my indian friends.

today is deepavali. 

although i am not celebrating but i am happy as i have got a holiday.

^^

in the past few days

keep on raining almost everyday

most of us have to cycle in the rain

today is such a wonderful day

no on schooling and the sun seems to be very happy with this

the sun shine so brightly

although once in a while

the sky turns grey

but no rain drop at all

kind of hot

hope in the coming day

the rain only comes at night while everyone is sleeping tightly

not on day time while everyone is rushing for classes

no main point for this post

just suddenly remembered that

everything is unpredictable as we are all mortal

do whatever we can 

that's it

we can do it^^

开始温习

这个学期

我们只需要上课7个星期

然后就要考试了

所以就在空闲的时候

把握好时间

温习功课

我有在努力着

哈哈

希望在这忙碌的学期里

我还能够

把功课搞好

朋友们加油啊！！！

享受和你们在一起的时光

当然没忘了我的家人

还有在为了未来而打拼的朋友们

加油哦！！

想念过去。

听着这首歌

不知不觉得想到了过去

过去的回忆

开心的

悲伤的

。。。

好多好多

想念那时候的我们

想念那些朋友

在一起说说笑笑

玩闹疯狂

想念

大家要加油哦。

为了我们的梦想，绝对不要放弃。

*回忆是完美的。

*开心的回忆值得我们去思念。

*悲伤的过去虽然说最好不要去想念，但是也可以成为我们前进的推动力。

*加油朋友。

here i am^^

stop blogging for a few days.
been busy with attending classes and meeting.
some sort of gathering as well.
have not phoned back home for a few days.
tonight going to make a call.
if not,i guess my mum will call and start nagging again.

kind of happy as i met with a number of new friends through RCM.
the first week of second semester,mood swing quite often.
but still i am satisfied with what i had have.
try learning to let down.
not everything is under our control.
i am trying to do it.
and yes, doing it.
^^

nothing special to write here.
just recall that,after mr yusuf class last tuesday.
i found out that i start to think more positively.
do things that i wanted to do.
not to wait.
and be more positive thinking^^
this semester is fully book.
got to be busy, but i enjoyed it.
gonna enjoy it.
to my groupmates for assignments, team for events,hope everything run smoothly.

fight fight fight.

真的是完美的一天

开学的第二天。

没什么大问题。
只是需要早一点起床。
因为第一堂课是在早上八点><
跟上个学期一样。
第一堂课很精神，还很开心的走道BLOCK K，想在那里吃午餐。
上课了。。。
MR YUSUF让我笑了差不多一个小时。
够力吧~~
。。。接下去上了两堂课直道6.30pm。
天空的乌云。。。
让我有了动力。
骑脚车骑的很快也没事。
去了PHOTOSTAT店，然后买了晚餐。
过不久，又骑脚车去到了西湖。为了开会。
。。。下雨。。。
。。。开会。。。
雨停了，在要回家时发现脚车TYRE PUNCTURE。

真的很无奈。
拼了命的骑着脚车从西湖回到东湖。
整个人感觉缺氧。
感觉头晕。
又要花钱了。

真的是完美的一天。
没有玩死我不开心是不？

突然压力来了。
我不能够朗自己太过压力。
要把这些压力都化成推动力。
加油！！！

新学期的第一天。

今天的课是四点开始的。
但是因为需要带我家乡的邻居到学校报到，所以大约八点就出门了。
谢谢peyling,peyyng的爸爸，因为他载我们两个去学校。
带她走走熟悉学校的环境。
给了学费-->拿时间-->报道-->我去捐血-->带她去给成绩什么的-->吃了午餐去拍照片（没有拍成）-->带她去买了脚车。
任务完毕。
希望她能够适应这里的环境。
回到家大约是三点。
过不久就赶着回学校去。
四点有课。
新学期的第一堂课，日语。
一个我完全不认识的语言。哈哈。虽然偶尔会乱用日语的说。
上课时间是三个小时，今早回。
大约上了两个小时的课，我笑了整要两个小时。
如果打扰到你们，很对不起的说。

开学的第一天就下大雨。真的够力到。

下这雨骑着脚车，
真的。我只能够说，很狼狈==
突然超级想家的。
回到家，没有晚餐。
还要马上洗衣服，
然后洗澡。
真的是累人的一天。
但是，还需要温习日语，不然肯定会忘到完。

老天，你几时才要停止哭泣呢？
我还需要到外头买晚餐的。
拜托你，等等晚上当全部人睡了再哭好不？
无奈但是又很开心的一天。

*今天真的有开心到*

new semester

officially the time now is 1.13am of 17/10/2011
which means the first day of my new semester.
the second semester for my university life.
dont know what to say actually.
although am no longer a newbie,
but i still got a little bit of worry.
the first tutorial class for my new semester is a foreign language.
gonna take japanese for this semester.
kinda worry that i cant cope with this subject ><
hoping that everything gonna go smoothly.
besides language,am taking 2 main subjects also.
7 weeks gonna pass very fast.
no time for me to really enjoy.
TAN ZONG YAN, remember you have to maintain your results.
no matter what or how busy you might be
you got to put more effort in your studies.
all the best to myself ,friends and most important,my family too.
god bless^^

cheer..

15/10/2011

the last saturday that before next semester start.

woke up kinda late this morning.

at about 11am.

did it purposely because i got nothing to do even if i wake up early.

had bread as my breakfast.

... ... ... nothing special to talk about.

realized that i have not phone my aunt.

called her,

she told me that she feels better.

i know she dont want me to get worry for her.

hope that she is really feeling well.

kind of happy for her.

brought her good news from me too.

told her my results. hope that she feels proud of me^,^

my first attempt on ABC soup for dinner.

the product is still acceptable.

except that i still dont know how to estimate how much ingredient to put in as i were the only one having the dinner.

haha.

... ... ... oh ya..thanks chuishian and cheepherng..my new friends for going to tesco with me.

haha. 

evening went to have badminton with cheepherng. outdoor badminton.

is hard. but i enjoyed..at least i exercised myself.

haha.

... ... ... nothing to do.

boring. i guess is time to sleep.

awaiting for new semester to start.

i wanna take new photo to change my FB profile.

haha.^^

god bless people..^^

how old am i?

time flies as i mentioned.

these are a few photos taken by myself when i were too boring.

dont know why i like these 3 pictures so much.

let talk about the first one.

one of my friend asked me whether i went for plastic surgery after seeing this photo.

my first reaction was 'huh??'

'what do you mean?'

he said my eyes look bigger and i look like only 15years old. ><

second photo was taken in midnight.

3am if not mistaken.

haha.

got a bit crazy.

but i like the hairstyle so much ^^

third one.

look cool.

am i?

haha.

shiok sendiri.

but still like it. maybe due to the pose.

haha. can go for modelling?

haha.

many people say i look young.

do i really look that young?

i wonder if i should feel happy or not.

i want to look at least equivalent to my real age.

i dont want people to take me like i am still a secondary student.

==

can you hear me?

just now phoned my mum.
found out that my aunt continued with her chemotherapy.
kind of feeling glad for her.
although she might be suffering for her to undergo all this again.
yet it is also a good news for all of us.
at least there is still some hope for her to recover.
hope that she is strong enough to fight with this.
gonna pray hard for her.
can you hear my prayers?
hope that you hear me and answer me with the answer we all wished for.
*praying*


hmmmm......
thinking of going to work part time while studying.
is gonna be tough yet it is going to be a constructive one.
hope that i can manage my uni life as well as working part time.
tomorrow gonna try asking at tesco.
can you hear me also?
i am just trying to be more independent.
not to rely on family too much.
got to start saving. ^^

wondering.

just back home from kepoh-ing in campus.
listening to this song.
nice and relaxing.
well.this is not the purpose for this blog.
haha.

already October of 2011.
time flies. in another a month + time,is gonna be my birthday.
i had totally forgotten about this until someone told me about this just now when i phoned that person.
he is kind of emo-ing. got a bit worry yet still hope everything is fine.

can time flies and skipped that day,i mean my birthday.
suddenly dont feel like to have a birthday.
wonder if it is going to make me feel sad or happy.
either one,i think is gonna to carved in my memory as this is the first birthday i am having outside hometown and without family.
suddenly feel like emo a bit ><
nothing else. GOD bless people.

i love it!!!

12/10/2011

today was the last day for UTAR OCT 2011 INTAKE orientation.
this was the first event i joint in UTAR.
first of all,thanks wendy for helping me to register myself as a helper.
well,this event was a great one.
although i felt a little bit regret in the beginning as i had to leave my hometown earlier back in kampar when the other still enjoy their holidays.
feel lonely when i first returned as there was only me alone in the whole house.
briefing last for 2 days. almost 6 to 7 hours per day.
kind of tiring one as i feel like undergo orientation for the second time. boring.

first day,registration.
committees all get so tight up.
caused us to feel stress somehow.
luckily everything runs smoothly.

second day,campus tour.
first time guiding those freshmen around campus.
showing them places.
get to know a few junior from KEDAH,although they are elder than me ^^
kind of great feeling to be able to help those newbies in need.
legs are aching.

third day = resting day

forth day = today = last day.
wearing formal with leather shoes.
guide them for dean and hod speech.
walking almost the whole campus.
when back home my legs arent mine anymore.
before back,we had photo taking session.
hadnt been taking photo like crazy like today for long.
enjoy it. thanks RCM family.
got to know a lot of new friends from different faculty and courses.

another important event of the day.
the release of results for semester 1.
just before the mass call session.
while emcees are telling us to stay calm and quiet while waiting for VIPs.
everyone get so excited and couldnt sit down and stay calm.
got to know my results. thanks mojo.

wow!gonna be a brand new start for me.
2A- and 3B+
the results is considered to be a good one to me.
at least i feel good and proud of it.

this coming semester gonna work hard to maintain my CGPA.
so that i am able to continue my master without worries.

got to be strong in this brand new semester.
have to live for myself and rely on myself.
even if i am lonely,i got to go through it myself.
no emo,just a way of expressing.

all the best people.
i think i gonna start blogging again soon..
haha..
waiting for photos..^^

treasure with what i have had.

have not been here for a long time.
a month time or maybe more.

well, just to update my readers here.
although i dont know how many of you actually viewed my blog.

time flies. my first semester of uni life ended a few weeks ago.
i am having my last week of semester break.
spent 2weeks back in hometown.
i realized that family members are important.
few things happened and reminded me that humans are vulnerable.
things happen are unpredictable.
no one know what is gonna happen in the very next second.
so do treasure with what you have now.

why am i back so early?i still got one week holiday...
because i had registered myself as a helper for my uni OCT intake.
have to come back to help out with the orientation.
got a bit regret at the beginning as i dont wish to leave my hometown that early.
i wont got to go back and i think i will have to wait till end of the year.
homesick at the first 2days when i first back in kampar as i were alone in this house.
no one back yet.
now i feel glad that i am back.
because i got to know new friends from different faculties.
although i am happy with that,i still miss my family and friends that i cant meet often.

life is short.
i treasure what i have.
when i say i care for you,i really mean it.
if you dont appreciate,i wont waste my effort on you too.

results is coming out soon.
i think is on thursday,heard from others...
hoping that my results still be able to face the world.
second semester is going to start on next monday.
is a short semester.
7 weeks of studies. means we got no time to waste at all.
good luck people.
good luck to all my friends and coursemates.
waiting for the next semester break. ^^

in short,i learnt to treasure with whatever i have had in my life.
my family,my friends and my belonging.
all the best.
good luck.