why is this happening to me again?

people are not perfect
including me
i tried to act on my own way
people speak bad about you at the back
i tried to accommodate others
people dont appreciate
again they chosen to speak at your back again
people are hard to please
no matter how well
how hard you had been trying
there are still excuses for them to condemn on your hard work
this is just too sickening

you may call me the active one
i dont like to wait for others
because most of you are too passive
ask for ideas you will just say is ok
hell you
after saying OK then just followed what is being told to do
if you dont like it
voice it and discuss over it
explain it, persuade others with your reasons
you didnt
you didnt even voice up your opinion
you didnt tried to persuade me
i mean at least stop me from doing things that might affect you
at least give me some explanation and we discuss over it
you didnt
afraid of losing in reasoning?
looking down at me,feel lazy to care,to bother?
whatever that you would like to think
is all up to you
you failed to voice out you failed to grab the opportunity to change the situation
you yourself to blame for giving the chance to fly away
you cant blame on anyone else
you got no right to say who is right and who is wrong

is kind of like
you make me really disappointed
whatever it is
you act in your way
and i will continue with my own
go ahead and speak whatever you would like to do
friendship is hard to maintain
well,you can choose to give up
but i will not let you affect my mood or my life from now on
friend, you are just my friend
i shall now categories my friends into different level of importance to me
and you shall be one of the basic one
very normal friend or even a 'hi/bye' friend


all the best.