Wednesday, November 16, 2011

middle of the night

the benefit of sleeping early
is that you were able to wake up early too

wake up in the middle of the night
the weather in kampar is the greatest
in day time,it will be damn hot
in middle night
you can just switch off the fan
and feel the cold breeze out there
the weather is just nice
gonna start doing assignment
yet i am slacking 
blogging and watching drama
^_^

in the middle of the night
although is kind of relaxing
yet something troubling me
~story begin~

i met with lot of people in life
i met with all sorts of people
i met with girls and boys
i met with introvert and extrovert
i met with generous and selfish
i met with open-minded and closed-minded
i met with caring and dont bother people
all sorts

people always think that i got a lot of friends
i will not feel lonely
but from time to time
things always repeating
i am glad that i have got the chance to meet with people
especially those who actually care for me
i really appreciate everyone of you in my life
your attendance in my life actually brighten up my life
and also makes me feel grey from time to time
wondering when can i actually get over all this
...grandmother's story...

just wanna say that i started to feel distance after sometimes with those i really care for
i really close to
from one of my friend,he mentioned to me that distance between 2 person make one feel secure
maybe it is true
maybe 
i shall just believe in this statement
i shall just keep some distance from everyone to prevent myself from being hurt
buck up!!!




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