do you believe in horoscope?
at once, I used to use my dad hp to get daily horoscope prediction
I guess that was when I am in primary school
somehow the predictions are so true
this is really hard to believe but I guess I had to believe in it
it has been some moment when I stop this act
somehow I have the feeling saying that due to the believe I have making me to react as predicted
and somehow you got no chance to not to believe
what says about a Sagittarius?
I dont really go in depth with this
yet somehow the description of Sagittarius are compatible to who am I now
I am wondering
do I really understand myself by using the description of Sagittarius
am I really the person as mentioned in the says of Sagittarius?
I dont know the answer.
the story of mine goes in this way
Sagittarius is being described as a person who is sociable, can mix around with others happily
yet is a horoscope who is always with loneliness
somehow this is so true and happening almost everytime of my life
I went around mixing with lots of people
therefore, people sees me always have the perception that I have a lot of friends
yet there are moments when I suffered from loneliness
some of my friends they have a clique where they belong to
who am I
which group of them am I belong to
I wonder
as I always travel around as a traveller
I dont have a home
I dont have a place where I really belong to
is this true?
I guess the reason that I dont belong to any clique is easily being understood
that is because I move like a traveller
recently my mood changes in quite a big amount
I dont know why should I bother so much on what was being said by her
soomehow her words hurt me a lot
perhaps this is because I care too much on the person who may only treatment as a trespasser or even a joke in their live
can this happen? I wonder...
earlier then you mentioned that you dont like Sagittarius boy
yeap, this hurt and somehow my heart is telling me to let go
somehow I dont belong to here and have to get moving
being ignored by those you care for can somehow be a burden to our emotions
I had been trying to reject
I tried to be selfish
somehow I always tend to feel that I cant make a decision in rejecting offers or requesting for help
this somehow sometime caused me to have emotional burnout
a lot of things to mention
yet my brain had stop functioning and I have difficulty in understanding my writing as well
therefore, till here the story of today
story to be continue after reconstruction =)
this is just my way to express, and I guess everything goes well
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