happy fathers' day

today is fathers' day

i would like to wish every father

happy father's day

especially my father and daddy

thinking of years back

i just realised 

i had not celebrate with anyone of them before

i wonder is it because i am too young

i dont have the sense of how important is family to me

am now a 21 year old young adult

starting to realised the importance of family members

but then 

i lost the chance to celebrate with my father

he is no longer with us in our eyesight

can only see him in photos and in memory

till this moment when i start to realised the importance

i still am not able to celebrate for them

for me, studying in kampar.

had i made a mistake for not going back this week?

i wonder.

i am like wasting my time here in kampar during weekend

i suppose i can celebrate with daddy next week when i return

shall give him a treat then =)

happy fathers' day =)