money

what is happening to me?
heart is pumping in random pace
mixture of feeling deep inside

midterms coming
assignments due dates approaching
events running

i know all these are important and i need to get them all settled
yet
my mind keep on reminding me on how to save money
how to earn money
dont feel like asking money from mum
yet everything need money
the money i earn seems to be not really enough
TT

stress is everywhere >.<
i miss home really much
miss my family
sudden urge of quitting and start working
but i cant
too much expectation from my family members
from my relatives
i cant quit just like this
have to at least accomplish it

i dont wish to get defeated by stress
be strong
stay strong
>.<'''
i wished i really could