what to write?
i am not sure also.
just feel like crying.
why?
i dont know.
i thought i am happy enough to be who am i.
but why?
seems like i am still as fragile.
starting from tomorrow.
should i just shut my mouth up?
maybe i should
i dont need lot of friends.
i just need a few.
nice one.sincere one.care for me.
enough.
i had have enough.
is it what i had done still not enough?
i tried to pleased almost everyone around me.
i tried.
but is like i should not do so.
is not worth it.
i am like a clown.
had enough for being a clown to others.
shall stop.
hoping to get out from this mood.
damn!
i need to study and deal with my assignments.
i dont know what is in others mind.
hope none of us going to procrastinate anymore.
GOD.i need you to be by my side.