TIMID

i am timid.
dont know why.
and since when all this started.

i am afraid of getting too close with outhers.
i am afraid of getting to know others too.
the worst part is that i restricted myself from lot of thing.
example not to care on others.
if possible dont ever try on that.
i try to talk less.
let others have the opportunity to talk.
learning to be a listener.
most of the time i keep my mouth shut up.
if possible.

you know what.
i am kind of person who dont like others to be passive.
yet i restricted myself from being over active.
got no choice,
sometime i need to be active.
to get to know new people other there.

i am timid.
and this caused lot of conflict between myself.
should i or shouldnt i?
i wonder.